A look through the eyes of an individual who percieves the world in "different" eyes. Basically, I'm a mushy love sick puppy.
well well,
I seem to have discovered myself. It's been a long while since I have last seen this site. So a quick update is in order. I got married may 14, 2005... i think and i now have a baby boy who was born on sept 18, 2006. he is the cutest thing and a little over 6wks now and a little over 10 lbs. I live in WV and I work for a hardwood flooring factory. My wife and I are trying to start up a coffee shop, so we will see how it goes.
Busy? Is that the reason for my inadequate blogging? No, it is lazyness. I have been doing pretty good with my classes so far and I am excited about the upcomming semester. Me and Ashley are still doing great (and always will be). I have to go to devo's now, so alas, this is a short post. I'll try to write more often so until then....
Hey, I'm still alive. Been busy, and now I am trying not to get sick. I am going to start using a new AIM name. Instead of AOFratBoy, I am going to start trying to be SuperSickler. So yeah.
Yeah, it's been a while. I got Ashley the other day and we are now both in Longview. It's good. School is about to start and I am ready. I have been working a lot lately and spending most of my free time with my Better Half. It's really late and I have to work tomorrow morning, so I was just letting Ya'll know I am still alive. Later
Hey. I don't know whats up right now. I am sleepy. My emotions are running high right now and I just feel like blaa. I should probably just go to sleep. I am watching FUSE. The Lost Prophets just came on. The song is Wake Up. It's pretty good. I am going to be happy when this summer is over. I will finally be able to see Ashley everyday. It's been a long summer. I don't know how many of you thought that we wouldn't make it through, but we did. It's great. Almost 7 months. I am so ready to marry her. Soon enough that time will come. I know what I am feeling now. I need a hug. I really do. I'm gonna see my lady tomorrow, so I guess I'll have to wait till then. I have just been on an emotional rollercoaster these last few months. it's been hard not being able to see Ash as often as we would have liked. It's all over though, for good. Well, I guess I'll stop moping to everyone, which is probably all about 3 people. So.....Later
Yet another day in the life of Jeff. I like working...still. I feel like I have accomplished something, and I have. Having no goal in life, living one day to the next with nothing to do, makes a person feel worthless in the long run. I was starting to feel that. Even with a girlfriend, I still felt no good. Working at Joe's has givin me a renewed look at my future. I have ambition, goals and determination that I didn't have before. All of that is so awesome.
So this crazy guy who calls himself Prophet comes into Joe's today. He's talking crazy about how his name isn't put in the computer because thats sacrilegious. He caught my ear, and basically I wanted to argue with him. A little later, he is talking to a boy named Mark, who may come to LU in a year to study Christian Ministry, about how nobody studies and parents are paying for their kids to goof off in college. I came out from washing dishes and just stood and looked at him. He turned the conversation on me and asked where I went to school. I replied with "LeTourneau." He then asked if I studied and I told him that I hadn't much in the past, but that I was determined to this semester. He started ranting about how I waste My parents money and how I am no good. I informed him that I am now paying for college on my own and my parents aren't involved financially anymore. He said he got that answer all the time, but our parents were still paying for it because of all the years they put into our upbringing. Now he did have some flaws in his argument. 1st of all, our parents were blessed by having us. We are a gift from God, and it is our parents responsibility to bring us up to be good citizens. Even though they did put time and money into our schooling, it's the parents responsibility, by law. 2ndly I am not a waste of time and money by my parents. I am one cool cat. What Prophet was trying to get across, and I let him know I got what he was saying, was that our parents "pay" for our education and whatever else not only by money, but with their love, and hopes of a better future for us. So even if they don't pay financially, they still invested in our lives and our future, and we should do our best and study study study. He was still a little offensive though. He was proud that I was smellin what he was steppin in though.
I work again from 11-7 on Sunday, and then I get to call my wonderful beautiful girlfriend, Ashley, and then on Monday I am going back down to College Station to help her pack and move out and back to Longview for school. I am ready to get crackin on those book. I'll be psyched for the 1st week, and then I'll wish the year was over again. Thats the cycle. Anyway, until later....
The night is wearing away slowly and it's hard for me to sleep
I am missing you and the feeling is getting deep
The way I feel when your near gives me a high
that cannot be matched by a marajuana pie
I love you so much, with a love that's untouched
and words can hardly describe the passion within
A passionionate love with a little kids grin
You make me happy every day
and every day in a different way
You are the reason that I've found a way
to reach deep inside and find the words to say
I love you no matter what and I'll always be true
To the woman of my dreams, that woman is you.
Yeah, I just got back from the best week of my life so far. I met Ashley's Grandparents and that went great. They like me so far. Mia (the grandmom) is just the sweetest lil lady ever. It was a fun week. I'm back for now. The plan so far is for Ash to come up here the 17th. I'm gonna be back down in College Station Monday night if everything comes together as planned. I get to go back to work at 4p.m. That'll be fun. I kinda know how to make this oreo drink that Sweet Eugenes has, so I am going to try to perfect my mad drink making skills on the Oreo Java Shake. The more I talk with Ashley about coffee and opening our own place, the more excited I get. It's going to be so much fun. School is about to start and that's exciting. I am ready for everyone to get back. Anyway, I am going to finish doing my laundry, go to bed and dream of my beautiful girlfriend who I miss so much even though I saw her 5 hours ago. Until the next night I decide to blog....
I am dead sexy, and I have a babe for a wife. Now all I need is a million dollars and a kite and I'm set.
